You are at last putting yourself out there for all to see, as well as a constant reminder of just who you are! It will stare in your face until you completely acknowledge it once and for all!
Just realize how difficult it was for me as a child and as a young adult to acknowledge my Father as I did even though I was always addressing my Holy Father, from whom all of the light shone through! I was not at all ill at ease for I always knew who I was and what my duty and role were! Once again it came upon me very early and I had no life time references to get in my way of acceptance! I just knew what I knew and spoke it without a doubting thought!
I’m sure were I to have lived all of your experiences, I too would have been hesitant to buck the prevailing winds of culture and belief, but I was not so encumbered! Given all that you have endured along your journey back to spirit I’m sure I too would have thought twice about my choice of subjects and words! My blessed luck was to have always a direct connection and the duty I was chosen, as well as my own choice, to convey the words that emanated from me!
You have a newly designed package of information, better in tune with the tenor of the times, and it desperately needs to be clearly heard by all manner of communication. Just think of what my journey of 2000 years ago would have garnered had I been able to instantly address hundreds of millions of souls, immediately translated and available for all to come to the realization you have so recently come to! As well as the difficulty of the journey and all you had to unlearn!